I want to thank those who did help me in guild, who did treat me right, and fairly, and did not say things in vent about my grammar or how I type in chats. Just an FYI to those who complain about my grammar, typoness/silly chat talk, I type only with my right hand, minus my pinky cuz I broke it few yrs ago and thru the crap I gone thru last few yrs I have not been able to use it becuz it hurts after a lil bit of use. So. I type with just three fingers and thumb of only my right hand. So, you see how screwed up those who commented about my way of typing were to me. I type the silly way I do to sorta hide my typos, I cope and deal with my limitations, make due with what ability I do have still.
The way things went in guild, started nice, but, when I ask how we go thru rank promotions, Im directed to first tab info of guild bank. OK, so I read it and understand it, then when time comes I ask about what else we must do for promotion, and Im ignored, no answer, except a lil bit later I get a wisp saying they not got promoted till well after a month. How do you expect moral to be healthy within guild if you dont HONOR what you set as guildlines to promotion of rank in guild? OK, so, forget about putting stuff into guild vault, since you cant use it to help yourself upgrade your toon with anything you bank. When I asked how we can get mats when needed, Im told that its just for officers. What?, just officers?, so, you mean the explanation of guild told to me when I was going to join was a lie?, Musta been.. becuz thats what I was told, OK, forget about guild bank being of use to guildies in need unless your an officer, or friend of one who can access, because I did in fact read in chat someone ask and get answered with an ok, np, one sec. MMHMM, lol, anyhoo, with all that aside, Vent, a way to have voice within guild, also a way for those to feel they can talk about others behind their backs till they log in. Oh ya, I heard stuff said, and then they stop when the one mentioned logs in. Hell, I even heard comments about my typing in vent, then in guild chat I read, " its not about you", whatever , I not dumdum, but I guess being a girl in WoW , Im not a person worth respecting. OK, forget about vent.
Now, you see my reasons to stay?, not much huh?. Alright, besides being ignored alot by guildies in chat, besides getting all raid invites in my calendar taken away after April 5th raid invite, which still shows up in my calendar by the way. ( Oh ya, I had invites to tues and thurs raids, then all poofed from my calendar!) ...Besides being just a guildie noob to most of the guild, I just want to say to those who got mail in world leading you here: Thank you for being a friend. Sadly you are the few that held up to the greatness explained to me about the guild by the one who invited me.
Sadly, that one who invited me to guild also said I had bad grammar in vent just after I left. LOL, "A mature no drama guild, willing to help you gear up!" lol, ya, Ill agree with the help u gear up part, thats all, the rest is BS, and sadly, in the world of warcraft, most are just over-aged nerds who can care less about hurting others by words sed, by caring less about how one feels left out by the powers that be in guilds. If only they knew how to be human, not a nerd, not such an dumdum to others, the guild would be a great guild to be in; to feel fully welcome in, and truely feel like part of the team, not just a pawn. Im just glad I got to meet the few non mean-nerdos in guild ( I guess we all nerdo a bit to play wow, lol :P )
So.. thank you to those who truely were mature, non dramatic, helpful, understanding, and with a sense of humor. YOU are the few that made it hard to leave the guild, because I been thinking on moving since over a week now. but sadly the BS piled up too high, and it hit the fan when I left guild, as well as in vent. LOL, .. Their loss, but I gained a few friends for sure. So for that I do have reasons to thank the guild, and I did say thanks just before I left, which is the "thanks" I sed in guild chat just before leaving. If it was taken as sarcasm, then thats the remaining perspective of the guilty. To the rest my explanation here shall clear that lil bit part up.
To know more about me, if you wish to, click the link below, it will go to my first blog, of when I was in secondlife, a 3d chat format I used to develop and build in before I came to WoW. The posts go from most recent post down, so earliest is at bottom of page , and before that point, I had more, but I had taken it out because , my life condition has turned for the better miraculously and my attitude in life is more positive than what all I had in blog before when things were looking very dark in my life. Again, thank you for everything and understanding my limitations, in play, in typoing, lol, everything. If u only knew my setup here, you wud laf at me on how I actually play wow. I dont use my keyboard except to type only. I use my mouse, my keyboard sits to the right of me, Im mostly in bed, or sitting up still on my bed, mouse on my right side too, game pad on my left. My left arm is messed up due to nerve damage, tho it dont have the bad shaking as it used to, it is not as perfect as before and hence can not be used to type two handed.the way I know how. I used to be data entry at my job, along with a ton of other positions I had to fill in because the company was not a big place, so the team was not a big one so we pulled together to make things happen, but I typed perfect, and very low error, and very fast before life took a turn on me.
So, bad grammer, is not right at all, its just me being silly because I rather be funny and silly than be uptight serious and all perfecto nerdo. Ill not change for anyone, ever. I am me, like me or hate me, Im a girl who will never change for any guy. I prefer to have fun, and thats what I do with my limitations and typo errors, I find ways to cope and work with what I have and so I type shorthand/silly, becuz its what comes out and plus, I like to make the reader sound out what I wish I cud say in voice. ya, read my first blog to find out more on my voice if you dont already know. Typing, IS my voice , but mebbe some wow nerds just find it so offensive to have a real person from the real world, a girl, to type in any other way except perfect spell-checked english with no flaws. *ponders in thought* .....Oh how soo uber I wud be if only I cud be a nerd huh?, LOL, hell no, Ill not change, lol, I am me, and I love to pew pew in wow, and if they no like it in some guilds, then they can kiss my typo butt. lol.
Well, enuf of my blah blah, this really was meant to only be a "thank you" to those deserving of my ty. So thank you , from the bottom of my heart, really. I hope you all the best of luck, and if you do stay in that guild, then you are better at dealing with crap than I am, lol. It is a gud guild in its little ways, I guess perks, lol. Im not gonna ask you or anybody to leave, because its not my intent to screw a guild for having a few bad eggs that ruin the experience. LOL. Just good luck whether you stay or not, is all I wish for you all. Bye for now my fellow wow players/ friends. I hope to still see you around in WoW. And Ill still come do Hots with you if you want me to. I just left the guild, not our friendships. ok?. *big hugs* o:')
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